813 till822...my sem break...
killed holiday......this week i faced a lot thing...heart starting filled up with fidgety,anxiety...when i had tolded grandpa had stay at private hospital at a.star...keep asking,is that?is that the third person will leaving me soon?5 of jan,my lovely uncle...11july,grandmum....i do asking,is it god forget bout me?did god pay his love on me?tearing inside,and do bleeding....human is just that weak..i wish...just wish uncle here with me in dream....i really love him...my wish only hided deeply in my heart....i do trust that even he is far away from me,but he still there in my heart..miss u,thats the miss killed me...its full of pain,and wondering...there the star still keep shining,and here ur nephew still tearing...easy to say that,hard to take that step...let u go...
i am hurry to lam hua ee everyday this week...to company grandpa...my heart again bleeding,when i saw grandpa cant take any meal..when i saw he is no able to take his breath..he is suffer there..but,i am lucky coz grandpa still stay alert..he can talk with us..even he is repeating the topic,but i am glad coz thats my cute grandpa...i do adapt with his way...he is just that cute.. a gong...i love u...we all love u much...maybe i am stay naive since the begin,i do wish u are always be my side till i do marry...but,i need i had to arrange...do adapt with the truth...u will leave me soon....cousin said uncle did told her in dream,that a gong will go with him le....i think,really think,a gong will stay happy if uncle there for him...then,i do,let a gong go....
here,my heart saying,weak is none my way...
解伟苓 - 放逐爱情
有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞虽然你什麽都没说 只是紧紧的抱着我却轻轻对我说 我只是 普通的朋友爱的感觉不同 付出的爱没有结果
想不透 我知道自己没有错爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱的不认输对你的爱我选择了让步
被放逐在寒冷的边际去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜不再理所谓的不公平静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛
想不透 我知道自己没有错爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱的不认输对你的爱我选择了让步
被放逐在寒冷的边际去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜不再理所谓的不公平静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛
被放逐在寒冷的边际去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜不再理所谓的不公平静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛静静的摆在那里
i love this song....there is no any formula in love....i do,heal from keep depend on u.....but,i still love you.....
